Tuesday, July 25, 2006
In Peace ..
O Beloved
Look at my state
I've been reduced to a beggar, barely able to stand at your door
Stripped off how I define myself
What am I now?
Still perceived as something grand - I am not
Why I never thought my Call would be in such a state
Sickened and weakened
How do I take the steps of Salvation around your House?
How will my feet drag my being?
Oh Lord!
Please send angels to carry me.
Guard and Protect me
For I am so vulnerable today
Once again
Just like that day
Long time ago
Alot has changed between today and that day
When I first tasted bliss and drowned into the human sea
Did that actually happen?
I think quite hard.
Bint-eh Adam
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